Last night I found myself getting frustrated because I feel like I can't maintain the type of consistency in my life that allows for things to be balanced; I start something, stay on task with it for awhile (then life shifts) and it gets tossed to the waist-side. I have this ideal-world created in my mind that everyday is going to start of great and balanced ... yeah right! In a fantasy world maybe, in my world, it's not happening. Much of my frustration was coming from the fact that I feel like I have all these things that I want to do (and can never get to them); start back on my exercise regiment, complete small projects around the house, heck! go to the grocery store, set aside some "me" time, catch up on the 50 episodes of General Hospital that I have saved in my DVR and spend time with the Lord. Out of all of these things; it's my time with the Lord that I want the most. I get on a daily devotion and prayer regiment and then I get off. Then I find mys
